ABOUT THE PODCAST & ITS HOST

I left a mountain to understand what it was for.

One microphone. One restless mind. And questions that refuse to stay quiet.

Igiwer N'ufrak
Aksil Amenzu
Host & author · Montréal, QC

Where the Mountain Meets the River

I grew up in a village in the Moroccan Atlas, where the day was measured by light and the year by rain. I was the first in my family to leave home in search of something beyond the horizon—and eventually, the first to leave the country.

 I arrived in North America with two suitcases, a head full of questions, and a winter coat that turned out to be nowhere near enough.

The first years were an exercise in starting over—learning new rhythms, navigating unfamiliar streets, building a life from scratch, and staying connected to the place I came from. Somewhere along the way, I began recording myself thinking out loud about the books, ideas, and questions that kept me grounded: philosophy, identity, culture, freedom, belonging, and the strange business of being human.

I posted the first episodes without knowing where they would lead. Then people began writing back.

It turned out I wasn’t the only one carrying a mountain around and pretending it was just hand luggage.

Years later, Igiwer N’Ufrak has become more than a podcast. It has become a way of thinking, questioning, listening, and making sense of the world.

I still read.
I still question.
And I still carry that mountain with me.

Four things I keep coming back to

Meaning is made, not found

Nobody hands it to you and no landscape contains it. You build it with attention, work, and the people you refuse to abandon.

Freedom is a practice

Not a document, not a border crossed once. It is a set of small daily refusals and one or two large ones.

Roots travel

A language spoken by twelve people at a kitchen table can hold a whole philosophy. You do not have to choose between where you are from and where you are.

The interview is a form of love

To ask a real question and then be quiet is rare. Most of this show is just that: a chair, a light, and enough silence for someone to tell the truth.

A short timeline

1990Born in a village in the High Atlas. First language: Tamazight. First library: my grandfather’s memory.
2013Emigrated to Canada. Worked nights, studied evenings, learned that homesickness has a physical weight.
2017Recorded the first episodes of Igiwer N’ufrak in a closet lined with moving blankets.
2021Started writing the book that became Igiwer N’ufrak. It took five drafts to stop lying in it.
2026180+ episodes, a book, a small consulting practice, and a shop that keeps the lights on without ads.

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Guest suggestions, disagreements, and long emails are all welcome.

Igiwer N'ufrak

A podcast and a book about meaning, exile, and the quiet courage of a free life — told through philosophy, books, and Amazigh voices who carried their mountains into the world.

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